.......

I always tend to fall for that one guy who is out of reach,
but still close enough to make it hurt.

me....

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.

i could be your worst girlfriend...

soon

ONE DAY I WILL BECOME SOMETHING AND MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD......

health problem

my period started last october 28,2010 and it went on for normal 5 days and stop for 1 week and its back again last nov.14 ,every day i always have this brown spotting and light bleeding (blood)... i dont feel any pain from the inside.

this is not my 1st time if you remember i posted a blog about brown discharge last april , ive also experience this brown spotting last month much worst because my spotting didnt stop the whole month of october.

anyone could help me? or just give small info bout this...


im really tired thinking. afraid having blood loss.

tounge tired...

lot of things to say...but id rather be silent.

VERBALLY ARMED

more interesting than before...

flip top!!!

BATAS BATAS BATAS
haters made him famous...

BROCK LESNAR

what do you know about brock lesnar?

Brock Lesnar was born on July 12, 1977, in Webster, SD. While a student at the University of Minnesota, he won the NCAA individual heavyweight wrestling championship in 2000. After graduation, he trained in the WWF's Ohio Valley Wrestling Facility. He is currently married to former WWE Diva Sable.



UFC Heavyweight Championship


•11/15/08 UFC 91 - beat Randy Couture via TKO (strikes) in Round 2

•7/11/09 UFC 100 - unified the UFC Heavyweight Championship when he beat Interim Champion Frank Mir via TKO (strikes) in round 2
3/27/10 UFC 111 - Shane Carwin beat Frank Mir to win the Interim Heavyweight Championship. Brock was stripped of the unified championship because missed time due to having diverticulitis.

•7/3/10 UFC 116 - unified the UFC Heavyweight Championship when he beat Shane Carwin via submission in round 2
10/23 UFC 121 - lost the UFC Heavyweight Championship to Cain Velasquez via TKO (strikes) in round 1

blame yourself airhead!

blah blah blah
blah blah blah
blah blah blah
blah blah blah
STOP HURTING ME!
COZ I DONT DESERVE THIS!

life is NOT fair! but it doesn't matter to me ;)
im happy and contented the things that i have...

updates...

busy with my final exams!
done with my two subjects...
quite busy coz lots of activities...
but despite of my busy schedule i still have time magmuni-muni hehe
my ritual ;)

-just watching the new release gadgets for 2010 i really love ipod nano but before saving money for ipod nano i have to save first for my glasses.

-lastweek my uncle on my mother side was admitted at st.pauls hospital because of mild stroke.

-last september my nephew was diagnos of hydrocephalus "water in the brain"

-recently my sister was diagnos of cerebral palsy

-my mom ---> neuritis and having an abnormal blood flow.

-right now my father is suffering back pain and sometimes he cant even move his legs, we dont know the reason cause laboratory results "NEGATIVE".

-me? ohhh pain in my heart hehhee joke! im just busy and dont have time mapaka emo =P

I DONT WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU...

cause i dont see myself being happy with you.
cause i dont trust you...and will never trust you.
just want to expect something worst.
and just want to set in my mind that you would always cheat and cheat and cheat.
you told me that you would never do those things you did in your past relationship.
that's a bunch of bull!

enough that i wont expect anything. dont want this relationship to grow. after all i really dont trust you... AIRHEAD!

WHY LIE???

just to give me peace of mind???
coz you dont want to hurt me?
coz you care?
though it pretty obvious you LYING!
im not that STUPID to believe in you ASSHOLE!

hate this feeling...

the feeling of being second best.
dont want to compare my self...
cause its like saying "BITTER!!!"

i feel alone right now.

got lots of friend but no one to talk, glad that i have my journal. were i can freely tell all my problems in life.
i don't have a friend that would be there for me every time i need them, glad i have GOD that would protect me.
i have family but cant feel their presence glad to have this gadgets coz I'm no longer longing for their love and care!

why would i care to those people who don't care me at all!!! SAHO!

im used being alone...

10-11-10

dont know if im special... coz he treat other girls just the way he treat me.

10-07-10

is so easy for you to say "I LOVE YOU"...
but why is it so hard for me to believe in you???

10-07-10

is so easy for you to say "I LOVE YOU"...
but why is it so hard for me to believe in you????

naive???

do they deserve this?
do i have to hurt them?
after i make them fall for me...
i left them for no reason...
why?
after what happen to me i think all guys really deserve what im doing!
every time i hurt them i thought i could see smile in my face...
but i was wrong!

they call me NAIVE...

this what my friend say:"kung galit ka sa kanya wag ka gumanti sa ibang tao inocente...kasi di nila kasalan ang ginawa ng X mo.at hindi lahat ng lalaki gaya ng X mo"

WTF!!!!!

forgot my serial #!!!!
now im just using trial version (anti-virus)
ohhhh sh!T!!!!
dont how to recover my old version???

trust- once broken you cannot restore it as before

all guys cheat!!!
they're not loyal
they're not faithful
they always flirt every time your not around.

i really find hard to trust and to love again

there's no such thing as MR.Right (admit it lyn)

im lost

yesterday was my special day but it turned out to be my worst day... feels like I'm alone i just stayed home after my exam cause I'm broke and I don't feel OK.

feels like i don't belong... feels like I'm all alone... I'm surrounded with friends,with my family but still I'm looking for happiness with someone. i go with him or him or him or him but I'm not that happy i don't know what I'm looking for.all i know there's a part of me that's missing.i try to find it to someone who's willing to give happiness, but the happiness is not enough.feels like I'm a LOST SOUL... with no direction... an empty one... its so hard living in this world na pinagkakasya ko lang sarili ko sa pagmamahal na kaya lang ibigay. para akong isang ulila.=(

hope i could be contented living all alone,hope one day i wake-up and accept everything.


now that I'm 25! my wish???"hope this would be my last birthday" cause I'm really sick and tired of being sick and tired.

natal day

adlaw han akon kapa-nga-nakan

yana an adlaw han akon katawo igwawaray waray ko it akon pag-istorya naK mga binuhat HINI NA ADLAW

................................
tungod han kapaso ngan sirak han adlaw ako inin nagmata. lumusad tikang ha kwarto dumiretso tikadto kusina ngan ini nagtimpla ako kape... han sige ako higop han kape gin abrihan ko an TV gindungan ko gihap pag-abri han akon "paa-bawbaw" or mas kilala ha "laptop" ngan inin ako nag "nawong libro".waray ko sabuta an oras ipangara-on na ngay-an hin pani-ngudto. lumusad ako ngan nag-abre hiN delata human ko ka-on bumalik ako pag "nawong libro" waray ko naliwat sabuta ORAS igpaniri-hapon na ngay-an. lumusad ako ngan ako nahulog pagmata ko sapit ko hi san pedro nakita ko na gamit niya nak "paa-bawbaw" ngan paghiling ko nag "nawong libro" hiya... nagstroke ako pagmata ko amo pala nak pakasabot na inop la ngay-an tanan adto....hehehe non-sense... BLAH BLAH BLAH

IF YOU CANT LOVE ME ATLEAST DONT HURT ME

it takes a thousand sweet efforts to build a great relationship,yet one fatal error can destroy everything you have started.

maybe i was expecting so much from him and now I'm disappointed after what i have found out.

its not time to have arguments because he's suffering tonsillitis


"angan2 maupay kala! nga angab ka! kay kastigado ka"

try

i tried...
...
...
...
...
...
...
is all i can say... =(

would somebody help me???

...
I'm busy searching herbal products or medicines for my mom ;(

pls help me..help me pray for my mom...
thanks

im back ;)

its been a while since my last blog post. =D
been busy this past few months.
busy preparing and organizing our law night and we make things possible despite "mga libak ha am" partly disappointed but in the end happy because they were able to appreciate ;)
been busy also bout our prelims cramming in reading and catching up our lessons. our last examination was labor the hec with ?????! where did he get that fuckin questions! out of this world! and just realize the problem was not on me but on our professor.
also busy last June fiesta lots of activities..and im always drunk ;)
and speaking of being drunk just yesterday about 3:30am at astrodome!!!! i guess that would be my most embarrassing moment for the rest of my life! and would be absent for a couple of days or week just to heal the wounds.

final game

a breath taking game watching 4th quarter..

at the end lakers won!

but still i love celtics!

...well... well ...well...

We lose health to make money & lose money to restore health. In thinking anxiously of the future, we forget the present. We live as if we will never die & we die as if we have never lived. Life is precious, live it day after day with contentment and lasting satisfaction. Life is beautiful, even if it is complicated. Life is gift, take it as it comes and appreciate it. After all, we only have one life to live.

just the way it is

jovit baldivino just won the PGT!!!
i knew it! i really knew it!
i love him the way he sing the charisma and most especially the voice

AND just laSt week COMELEC proclaim the new president and vice president
hmmmm glad that the candidates i voted was the one who won election

but so disappointed on senators!
HEC! why did they proclaim senators just week after the election
when canvassing is not yet done!
TINUYAW!

the hell who vote LITO LAPID! and BONG REVILLA they're all idiots!

PACMAN planning going to school and LANI MERCADO to learn more bout their jobs!
what!? pagarugaru for that position!
next time pls. dont run for any position if you dont have any idea about LAW.
heler! nasa house of representatives ka kaya!
kun kelan na elect axa pag skwela! DRE TUHAY!

im sick`

what a bad day...

wasn't able to sleep last night
nag-aga nalang nagsiga la ghap mata ko
whaaa... napalurong!

i count 100 sheeps,,read books (the best sleeping pills)
whew 5;30am siga la ghap mata ko wahhhh

hays its all because of my cough,flu,colds!

06-12-10

as usual I'm always late...
di manla na appreciate effort ko pagdali
and usual ako lage sumsuman

from ate joy fiesta punta kami carnaval ;D
wasn't able to ride sea dragon
kc hurri cane pla lifung na ulo...

hahays... so excited sa sea dragon
cge lang halaba pa June =D

picture will e uploaded sa multiply SOON!

and pls. check out my twitter account for my schedule hehe

totaly broke

no money for school entrance

but i was able to buy new slippers!

yehey just bought it a while a ago!

stroke si mother hehehe

love it! blehh

pissed off

i dont know what's wrong with me
i get easily arritated... being impatience
ohhh what's happening to me right now

dont want to talk to anybody
-->hangover i guess

i enjoyed last night and looking forward for our next gimik

sea dragon hope it would come true!!!! whew!

bad news and good news

2pm my classmate texted me "6 lang pumasa sa --- subj"

i lose my hope deep inside of me im telling to my self "accept it...you didn't make it"
but about 4:23 a friend of mine MYRA texted me "wow,pasar ka!"

hays feel so relieve...i made it! yes!

the bad news... 95% of not going to law school this year.

i texted my aunt asking for my income as of MAY 2010 (need money for enrolment)
but she just tell me that to stop going to law school.
im totaly broke right now =(

its 3:34am cant sleep,
here i am right now battling alone....

to do nothing is the way to be nothing

summer is over!

schedule wasn't follow =(

im suppose to review civil code and crim law but i was too busy playing in facebook playing plants vs. zombie busy watching anime ... gimiks...movie marathon ... tekken PSX. =(i didn't notice im just wasting my time.

seems like im out of motivation.

lawyer is my dream since grade school but i guess this kind of attitude dont deserve to become a lawyer...

if its meant to be, it will be

its not destiny that determines love, it is choice. our so -called destiny is a lie. relationship last long not because they're destined to last..

relationship last long because two brave people made a choice-to keep it, to fight for it and to work for it...

meanwhile other relationship fail not because they're destined to fail... they failed because one of the two or both made the choice to set each other free.

sometimes you need break-up so test if you're meant for each other. sometimes we need to get hurt to learn lesson.

i fight with all i can, i hold on too much, i choose to stay, i cry too much, and believe that there's still hope...

but im hoping for too much thats why i just have to let go because its hurting me.

hahays LYN-LYN GET TIRED...cause its not all the time that i hold on.

i never get tired of loving...but im tired of waiting when i know im just waiting for nothing.

its not that im giving up but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be. and sometimes you have to stop loving the most important person in your life not because the spark is gone, but because the person is unintentionally making you feel worthless no matter how much we like and care for a person, if we are uncertain of our position, there will be a point when the only thing certain is to give up

i just have to save my heart for someone that's worth fighting for

i would never expect i would never aasume and never demand just let it be. because if its meant to be it will happen the way things to be.

...but at the and of the road i ASK MY SELF why am i doing this? do i really love him? and i just realize i DONT love him anymore im doing this with

one simple reason NANHIHINAYANG LANG PALA AKO (grin)

"lyn2 forget about your investment and time wasted if thats the only reason" hehehehe

its time to stop holding on to the people i've lost and start turning to one i have right now

losing someone doesn't hurt you the most. seeing someone you love, loves someone else's hurt you the most.

its hard to forget someone whom youve imagined spending life forever with.but i need to let go a special person i used to keep,mainly because he also

need to find that someone i cant be anymore.

i have to move forward, all i can do is to accept that it happend learn from it and move on!

i have let go of the things that can no longer be fixed because if i pushed to try to put them back,things will only get worst. holding on is brave but

sometimes moving-on makes you even tougher

moving on isn't easy...but many people have done it, so i know i can do it

its time to stop holding on to the people i've lost and start turning to one i have right now

losing someone doesn't hurt you the most. seeing someone you love, loves someone else's hurt you the most.

its hard to forget someone whom youve imagined spending life forever with.but i need to let go a special person i used to keep,mainly because he also need to find that someone i cant be anymore.

i have to move forward, all i can do is to accept that it happend learn from it and move on!

i have let go of the things that can no longer be fixed because if i pushed to try to put them back,things will only get worst. holding on is brave but

sometimes moving-on makes you even tougher

moving on isn't easy...but many people have done it, so i know i can do it

in one single lie you ruin my life

why did it happen that way

because not all mistakes can be forgiven with a simple word "sorry"

i was upset not because you lied im upset because i cant trust you anymore

you never showed that you were scared of losing me.

you always treat me as your option,as your last choice you never treat me as you priority.

just because im here for you all the time,doesn't mean you can take me for granted

i get tired of hearing broken promises, saying sorry and all the hurtings.

so tired to be too possesive its the side-effect of loving too much and receiving too little.

you never learn to value the person who loves you so much.

tired of giving second chances...

how many second chance you need to start treating me right?

ITS TOO LATE TO ASK... (this blog is worthless crap!)

NOTHING

every time you ask what's wrong i only say "NOTHING"

because of privacy or personal space,
or maybe sometimes i really don't know what wrong,
or sometimes i don't want to make my feeling worse,
sometimes i don't want you to worry bout me (just concentrate your review),
sometimes its obvious its all about you,
or i just don't want to talk about it... but most reason why i say nothing

its because I'm tired hearing the lie "it'll be alright"

1 year old draft from my old email add :D

if you notice i haven't email you for a month.
if you notice i haven't buzz you for a week.
if you notice i haven't texted you for a days.
if notice i dont answer your phone calls.
if you notice i change my # without notifying you.
its not because i dont care anymore...


ITS BECAUSE YOU PUSHED ME AWAY.

and if you notice i change the way i treat you...because you also change the way you treat me ;D

lesson

a true soul mate is a person who can change your life.
a true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet.
but to live with a soul mate forever is too painful.
soul mate come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you. and then they leave.
but anyway i can manage to say "GOD THANK YOU"

note: never wish to meet your soul mate

letter i made last march

dear lyn2,

don't give up okay?

i know you've been hurt, i know how it feels.
believe me, I do. but the feeling will pass.
the tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself.
i promise you it will, so hold on and don't let go.
don't lose hope.
i promise you will find someone who will treat you the right way.
the way he never did.
someone who will never ever leave you the way he did.
he'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because i love you.
and i want you to be happy.


love and care,
LYN-LYN

thats why they call me T-O-B-O-L

I'm a kind of girl who rarely express my true feelings.
who don't show how i love and care to a person.
I'm not a supportive lover who would always say "suportahan kita"
I'm not used to say "i agree with you" because i love arguments.
I'm not a sweet lover who would always say "i love you" and "i miss you"
i hate cuddling moments because if we are alone i love to show my abilities and techniques i learn thru watching wrestling hehe
I'm vain! don't you know the other side of me "bangaw" but i only show it to my love one :D

john Lloyd (not his true name) would always say... your not sweet, your a hardheaded person, stubborn, childish and he always say this word"aralagyamon" but still i love you.

at the early part of relationship i want to show my worst attitude so i would know if he really deserve my BEST.

that's the best way i would know if really love me. if he can handle my worst then he really deserve my best. he should love my worst first before loving my best.

time could tell when to show my good side (hmmm wait! do i have good side?) but im hoping if i show him my good side hope he wont take me for granted just like what happen before (worried) (nail biting)

but then again its not a guarantee that if he deserve your best then that is your Mr. right guy. why?

look at me! my experience was the best example =P

if you guys love him/her because of all the positive traits he/she show then you really don't love him/her.

you don’t have to be perfect to let somebody love you, the way you wanted
to be loved. Always remember showing your worst attitude is the most perfect way
to know if really love you. ;)

supposed to do

it hurts to deal with a broken promise yet, we dont have the right to blame the person who made it.
because sometimes they really tried their best to keep it.
but when destiny comes in the way,no matter how hard they try they have no choice but to break it.

but if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it even thou DESTINY GIVES UP =(

life is so unfair...

why do i have to meet him if we're not meant for each other?
why do i have to meet a person when their purpose is just to hurt me?
why do some people hurt other feelings just to obtain their happiness?
why are they bless where in fact they're demons in human creature.
why do people leave when they know it could cause pain?


how i wish i could invent a system that would reformat my memory.

through this blog i know you readers would know the grudge I'm holding right now.
i really cursed the day when i meet him.

limits of our fate

Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.

since then i don't believe in destiny... but i believe in chance and our relationship is a matter of choice. I'm just waiting for the right time but he made that day to be the right time.

if i enter a relationship i always look forward for the future but deep in my heart I'm asking for a sign.

i cant afford to waste my time again that's why I'm asking for a sign. this is not about assurance but this is all about the nightmare i never wish to happen again.

kiss of death

to die is what i want.

since grade school I've been wishing to meet the god of death.
and been wishing to die at a very young age i never wish to reach the age of 40 because I'm really bored of my existence in this world.

all my life I've spend a lot of time sitting on my chair hugging my knees that's why I'm really really BORED.

dont cry because its over, smile because it happened.

as i look back in the past i feel like I'm retard =D

i tie my heart to a person who has nothing to offer me except for the word SORRY.

i was hurt... tears were falling but it was just for a while i was able to get over and i see things were going better. feels like I'm prisoner and now i enjoy my freedom! free from heartaches.

i know if it didn't happen that way MY HEART WOULD BE BROKEN AGAIN AND AGAIN. i was mentally abused, emotionally abandoned and neglected. there was a point in my life i attempted to commit suicide but the moment I'm holding the rope there was a soft voice coming from my heart saying "IF YOU KILL YOURSELF ITS NOT LOVE" and i know it was god...

thank you god! and i wont stop saying thank you LORD! i know losing someone might hurt for a while but now i realize and see all the answers and reasons why it happen that way. thank you because i feel better and i was able to feel the true happiness.

when love is not enough

things happen cause we choose too.
there may be regrets but blaming is not an option.

but i always make sure that i would have no regrets in all the things i would do.

i admit that i hurt him in the past but i don't have regrets in hurting him because things wont happen this way if i didn't let him know what i feel and how it feels like. if i accept all those pains without letting him know that his hurting me too much because of fear of losing him its like I'm leaving on HELL. and i would be broken and wasted forever.

though it was not i intend to do. things happen more than what i expected.

i was hurt and suffer depression for more than a month. i got broken i got wasted but see I'm happy because I'm much better WITHOUT him ;)

and the most important i learn a lesson out from it ;)

irony of life

loving someone has never been wrong except kung alam mo may nasasaktan ka =D

you have no right "magpaka EMO" if it's you who made the choice to have break-up!

im not broken.im not an EMO, i hate being EMO i never been EMO...now lang (wink)

wealth vs. relationship

we always say "behind the success of a man is a woman"

this is my own version "in every success of a man,woman is the sacrifice"


ever heared jc tuiseco...after winning survivor philippines they broke up with his GF. PBB big 5 paul jake they also broke up and there are lots of untold story like this case in showbiz.some also happen if there's an oppurtunity going abroad

filipinos always dreamed going abroad for wealth for the future of there love ones. but this is also the reason why we have increasing broken family in Philippines. is it worthy?

the main reason going abroad is for the future for both of you but this is also the reason why you have to end things up.

and during the hardship in LDR they forget mostly their promises and sometimes chooses wealth over relationship.

ever heared this saying in dialect ika nga
"BISAN GUTOM BASTA HARANI KEYSA BUSOG NA HIRAYO"


in this new generation money is important to other people. but for me LOVE prevails

"FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER IN SICKNESS OR IN HEALTH"

daily dose

watching doraemon and naruto shippuden.

and atlast was able to download doraemon theme song

got new ringtone =P

dear god....

listening to christian song....

"LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU"
-This song really enlightened me during time of trials...being broken and wasted
-after everything that I've been through oh lord....just knowing you're still beside me I'LL GO THROUGH IT ALL!! guide me always. love you always :))

"GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY"
-there a lot of things that hurt me in the past... but i realize that there's no easy way to get out of my miserable life but to hurt me that much... and I'm thankful i was able to survive and to see smile on my face again...thank you lord for saving me from my miserable life in the past.

"LEAD ME LORD"

"Comfort me through all the pain.That life may bring.There's no other hope.That I can lean upon.Lead me Lord Lead me all my life"


"Take my arms and let your hadn.Show me the way.Show the way to live inside your heart.All my days, all my life"

"You are my light.You're the lamb upon my feet.All the time my Lord.I need You there.You are my light I (just) cannot live alone.Let me stay.By Your guiding love.All through my life.Lead me Lord"

"Lead me Lord Even though at times.I'd rather go alone my way.Help me take the right direction.Take Your road Lead me Lord.And never leave my side"
-he really help me to get through all the pains and trials...he lead me the way having a brighter future ;)... the tragic that happen to my life was actually a blessing.



i never thought how blessed i am right now. god is good!

before i used to lived with a man whom i love...my everything...my life but at the same time who makes my life miserable . i even cried the time he make me slip away and i wasn't able to see advantages before...

now i know why it happen that way... god is good! he save me!... do you know the feeling na magaan? there was a saying:

"ang mabigat...gumagaan pagbinibitiwan..."

though i know that's the best way i should do before...but i didn't.

thank you so much...just realize all the good thing happen to me after being broken.

bitter no more... broken and wasted no more... friends w/ JECJEC... lot of thing happen na gumaan life ko...miserable life no more...etc.

GOD is GOOD!

life is too short to stay sad and lonely...

i know i made a mistake...
i did'nt even give a damn explanation.

But everything was over! im starting a new life! new me!

comments i've read:

"--- sowi wa ak kreply ha m wa upod ha ira kay aram na tiupod gad unta kabaro ak may upod na iba wa ak dumayun nala musta ----?"

it hurts me so much reading those comments they even post it on my wall.
are they real friends? why do they act that way?
are'nt they happy that im back!

i even reply to their comments:

"i thought everything was OK? dont you know how much it hurts everytime i reject your phone calls! everytime i ignore your private message and i dont even give a single damn reply to your text message!"

"you should be thankful it was'nt happen to you! being broken and wasted! and all you have to do is to understand your friend!!!"

if im the main reason why dre hira nasipot... i'd rather forget those kind of friends...

they're just a hindrance to my happiness =(

kalagut gud!

thought it would be my stressful week...
thought of lossing everything...


glad to see smile on my face =D

never make me slip away

we've been fighting for almost a week...
different issues and misunderstanding...

i dont intend to hurt him...
just cant give him my best because what was left is my worst :(

much better

Never take someone for granted. maybe by now, they are always there, doing ordinary things again and again and sometimes it doesn't make sense. but you'll never know the importance of that person until they choose to leave and you realized how badly you missed that person and all that 'non-sense' things that he/she used to do. for he/she is the only one who can turn 'ordinary' into something 'special'

Everything is always okay in the end, if it’s not okay, then it’s not the end.

whatever happened in the past is just a lesson to be learned to be a better person. We need to face the reality of the present to enjoy every moments we do and face the future to its brightest

autistic mode

as i woke up...
i look at the chair in front of me...
i close my eyes then look it again the chair is still there.



...i would try to look that chair again tomorrow

election 2010

I've just woke up then notice there's a white envelope right on my table

with a label stated this way:

"member of sangguniang panlungsod"
BLAH BLAH BLAH(the name of candidate) (IND.)
vote for councilor

as i open it i found 2 pieces of 20 peso bill.

vote buying leads to have an idiot leaders and a hopeless philippine goverment.

i would say lets vote WISELY---> for president hehehe (who's that wisely anyway?)

Jovit Baldivino: Pilipinas Got Talent

Jovit Baldivino one of the rising sensations after his performance in pilipinas got talent deserves more than a standing ovation with his powerful voice. The youtube video tells it all... Truly a great talent...

i love his voice

a pride of all filipinos!

How to make a GEEK happy?

chubby (chocolate)
my MacBook

and my chezzyy (just a codename) who knows the things that makes me happy.
simple yet i really appreciate ;)

i miss my nephew (bulawan)

i love you
you love me
we're a happy family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!

i love you
you love me
we're best friends as friends should be
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!

our bonding time is BARNEY!

another site for my stalkers!

to all my admirers and stalkers out there this is my twitter account

www.twitter.com/tobz101

created last year, active this years only =D

blah...

blah...blah..blah...

just love to use this word.it describe as non-sense, stands for nothingness describe as me

im not snob, it's just that your not worthy my attention

when people say "hello" they would expect me to respond "hi" (with a smile)

but i dont want to respond people who's a complete stanger to me. in fact i dont want to talk to stangers! if i could only say:

"you're not cute!"
"will you pls. leave me alone!"
"hell! go away invaders!"

or just say

"stalker is that you?"

just a thought!

a 6 year old kid could solve a rubiks cube in 37 seconds!

WTF! but I can solve a Rubik's cube through the following very effective methods:

-By disassembling and reassembling the cube!
-By rearranging the stickers!

and it would take 25 seconds!
do i have a brilliant idea or just having an autistic thoughts!? blah blah blah....

those who deserve our tears would'nt make us cry

Why must a tear fall?
Why is my heart broken?
why do you have to end this...?when in fact we both love each other.

when you broke up with me last feb 28 it feels like my heart is ripped in two and when i found out you already have a new girl just few days after from our break-up... it Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces.I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.


your so cruel! dont you know how much it hurts telling me in my face "lyn,end of road" while i was saying "i want you back!". the last time we talk i was crying and wishing to get back together, while you dont even remember the things we've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. and the hardest part is when your telling me you love me but you would'nt fight even jst a little to keep us together.

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me..Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd.I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart. I do not feel complete anymore,A part of me is missing.I wish we could be together. but know that it's just not possible. and I want you to know that I'll love you Forever.

i Ask my self why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.


This blog I had is for a special guy, whom I will never forget. .i wish you would not take back feb. 28 as your regretful day...the day when you broke my heart ...the day when you willingly let me slide your arms. hope you would not feel the astonishing pain of regrets.


I am now living with a broken heart....
if you think that you already stop hurting me after we broke up.Let me tell you... this heart would be broken forever and would never be healed. it will hunt me forever even if i find someone else :(

have you ever tried to sleep with a broken heart?

my heart would be broken forever
but it still function
like a brand new one ;)

blag...blag..blag...

"By the way… I agree you dont deserve such kind of man. Maybe his not that lame but his never been a good man… I hope he will value you more by being truthful to you not by just hiding in his childish ways

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i happen to read blog post from a girl i used to hate before. im surprised and made me realized all those crazy things we've done before...surprise because i never thought she would spend time reading my blog and despite what happen before naawa parin siya sa situation ko. while im reading her blog tears were falling i dont know WHY..but this kind of words what i realy need so i could totaly move-on and wont feel regrets at all.


thank you girl...

brown discharge instead of my period could lead to cervical cancer

april 21st i was expecting my period but all iv had instead of my periods is this brown creamy discharge and it can get quite painful...i even wear pads thought it was the beginning of my period... but i started to worry on the 3rd day only brown discharge coming out since its my due date... as i search on internet there are lots of symptoms having brown discharge or somewhat we called spotting... this could lead early pregnancy that makes me panic! but its been 4 months since my last unprotected sex and as i search more details brown discharge may be a symptoms of Pelvic Inflammatory Disease , cervical cancer .

I would not be surprise if i could have this disease,its really possible having cancer because of what i have done last 2005... i even chat other people and join their forums on web suffering this kind of brown discharge but no one could answer me the cause... i dont even know if i should visit a gynecologist or some experts. cant even talk to my mom or sis cause i know i have to tell everything in the past... as i have said i buried them all. still finding answer as of now I continued having cramps though the rest of the time, still am now. They feel like menstrual cramps and they come and go, and sometimes I'll get like shooting pains in my groin, when I stand up fast or something like that. They don't stay long enough to hurt some signs of (PID)

3 months from now if im still suffering this pain or still experiencing brown discharge i really have to consult doctor so i would know if im dying! LOL! atleast i dont have to commit suicide i'll die at gods will hehehehehe

friends suckz!

i myself dont understand bat ganito ako how much hira.
if they only knew how much it hurt everytime i reject their call
everytime di ako sumisipot reunion..its really peircing me
for no reason ayaw ko magpakita tapos makakbasa pa ako NEGA na mga comments
they really sucks!

reality please sink in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i told to myself that the video blog would be my last blog post of bitterness but here i am again...)


para sa mga iniwan
at sa mga nang-iwan
ito ang para sa inyo
nalala ko pa dati
sobrang saya natin
lambingan...
kulitan...
kahit minsan may tampuhan...
palagi parin tayo nagmamahalan
ang swerte ko nga eh.
kasi nakilala kita
ikaw nagbigay kulay sa mundo ko
nagbigay ng pag-asa
at dahilan para magmahal
pero dati yun.
pwede pa ba kaya yon maulit?
pwede bang tayo na lang ulit?
pwede ako nalang ulit?
kasi parang di ko na kaya eh.
kaya di ako naniniwala sa falling star eh
yung magwiwish
anu pa hihilingin ko?
kasi alam ko nandiyan kana..
pero sabi ko nga dati yon
nagbabago ang tao.
naghihilom ang sugat
minahal naman kita eh.
pinagtangol pa kita.
sapat na yon.
hindi siguro talaga tayo
dati hindi ako naniniwala sa falling star
yung magwiwish.
pero ngayon...
naniniwala na ako.
kapag nakikita ko siya
ipipikit ko ang aking mga mata
at hihilingin ko sa kanya
sana hindi nalang tayo nagkakilala
sana hindi nalang kita minahal
hindi sana ako nagkakaganito
sobrang sakit ng ginawa mo.
minahal naman kita ng tapat.
ano ba ginawa ko sayo?
sirang sira na tuloy ako
dati hindi ako naniniwala sa falling star
yung magwiwish
pero ngayon...
naniniwala na ako
pagnakita ko ulit yun
magwiwish ako.
sana matamaan ka ng falling star.
para magkadurogdurog ka rin.
tulad ng puso ko
sana MAKARMA ka sa ginawa mo.
sana LOKOHIN ka rin.
sana PAGLARUAN ka rin.
sana maranasan mo umiyak ng magdamag.
sana marasanan mo di makatulog ng dalawang araw
sana maranasan mo di makakain
sana maranasan mo nakaluhod lage sa simbahan humihingi ng strength
sana maranasan mo umiiyak ng sobra sa harap ng magulang mo
sana malaglag ka sa jeep
sana madulas ka sa c.r
para mabagok ang ulo mo
nang marealize mo
ang ginawa mo sakin.
sana masagasaan ka ng taxi.
sana matapunan ka ng kumukulong kape
sana malunod ka sa ilog.
sana kainin ka ng anaconda.
sana patayin ka ng mga arabo.

BroKeN AnD WasTeD No MoRe

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ThAnK YoU LorD =) im all smile now!

line from a song

Even though its been so long, my love for you keeps going strong

I remember the things that we used to do, a kiss in the rain

Til' the sun shined through, I'd try to deny it, but I'm still in love with you

I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away

Every hour of every day, I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do, there's just no getting over you

I can see the love shining in your eyes, and it comes as such a sweet surprise

If seeing's believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late

We're so good together, we're starting forever now, And I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away, every hour of every day

I miss you like crazy, I miss you baby, a love like ours will never end

Just touch me and we're there again

reminder

dont force anything,for thingS happen perfectly in time...I LOVE YOU

HELP ME DIE....

bye fellow blogger. ;)

HELP ME DIE....

bye fellow blogger. ;)

message from my mom

lyn take care dont waste your life of a man not worthy of your love move on there's a better life ahead of you. paniguro na makatapos ka im LAW. ;)

love you mom....

KALAWSI

do you know the 3 months rule? kung di mo alam yun naku ang tanga tanga mo!

in every break-up there's always a 3 months rule... bakit anu yan damit na ganun ganun lang!

nagmamaktol ako di dahil na bitter... yung insulto lang naman na anu yun! 6years ganun lang! huh! kakaloka ata yun! dapat nga ibalik ko sa kanya ang tanong niya "GANUN KA NA BA KA MANHID"

BEWARE sana pero GOODLUCK na ata! hahahahahahha =P (tutal di ko man kaano ano)

???

noon: early birds catches early worms
ngayon: early worms catches early birds

noon: do not do unto others what you do not want others do unto you
ngayon: what you can do me i can do it to you

noon: what you can do tomorrow you can do it today
ngayon: what you can do today you can do it tomorrow

noon: RA 9262 an babayi dire ginkakastigo...ginhihigugma
ngayon: RA 9262 an lalaki dire ginhihigugma...ginkakastigo

JABBAWOCKEEZ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cj8P-82anNo

jabbawockeez- apologize

DONT YOU KNOW

that HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA is more effective than LOL!

hindi lahat (own version part 1)

Hindi lahat ng huli may dinadatnan
hindi lahat ng gutom kumakain
hindi lahat ng kumakain ay gutom
ang totoo nyan hindi lahat ng kinakain ay pagkain
hindi rin lahat ng pagkain kinukutsara kasi meron din tinitinidor
at higit sa lahat meron din kinakamay.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
hindi lahat ng umaaray ay nasasaktan
hindi lahat ng sumusoso ay bata
kasi ang totoo nyan hindi lahat ng sinisipsip ay soso
hindi lahat ng sinusoso at tsupon.
hindi lahat ng nagpapasuso ay ina.
hindi lahat ng absent ay natatawag.
hindi lahat ng kinatago-tago may breif.
hindi lahat ng nilalabasan ay exit.
hindi lahat ng pinapasukan ay pinto.
hindi lahat ng umaakyat ay nahuhulog.
hindi lahat ng nagbabasa natatawag.
hindi lahat ng nakakasagot ay tumatama.
hindi lahat ng may tama bangag.
hindi lahat kumukupas ay maong.

Pkawaln mo yng mga bgay n nkksakit s iyo khit n pnasasaya k ni2.Wag mong hntayn ang araw n sakit n lng ang nraramdamn mo at iniwn k n ng kasiyahan mo

admit your mistakes... before someone exaggerates the story

nakakainis yung mga tao nakikisawsaw...akala mo naman alam talaga nila lahat

pero yung mas nakaka-inis yung tao nagmamalinis ;)

NAKAKAINIS YUNG TAO NAGMAMALINIS... YUNG HINDI MAAMIN SA SARILi CXA NAMAN MAY KASALANAN

sometimes you have to break up to grow up,it takes two grown ups to make a relationship works

i know years from now ganito parin sasabihin KO
-i did everything
-hindi ako yung nagkamali
-wala ako ginawa to make our relationship worst
-and last hindi ako yung ng decide ^^

attention!

naka disable yung pagpost ng comments ginagawa kc na chatbox ;)

TAGALOG PICK-UP LINES (part 2)

1. Kumain ka ba ng asukal? Ang tamis kasi ng ngiti mo.
2. Ms., cardiologist ka ba? Pwede mo po bang alagaan ang puso ko?
3. Nakakatakot di ba ang multo? Pero mas nakakatakot kapag nawala ka sa buhay ko.
4. Papupulis kita! Ninakaw mo kasi puso ko.
5. Are you a dictionary? Cause you add meaning to my life.
6. I lost my number. Can I have yours?
7. I forgot your name. Can I call you mine?
8. Ice ka ba? Crush kita, okay lang?
9. Sweswertihin ka sa pagibig ngayong taon, pag naging akin ka.
10. Meralco ka ba? Pag ngumiti ka kasi may spark.
11. Bangin ka ba? Nahulog kasi ako sa'yo.
12. May butas ba yang puso mo? Natrap kasi ako, can't find my way out.
13. Pustiso ka ba? Kasi I can't smile without you.
14. Nabibingi ka na ba? Coz my heart has been screaming out your name for quite some time now.
15. Tapos na ba ung exam mo? Para ako naman sagutin mo.
16. Ok lang na ako ang magbayad ng tuition fee mo? Basta pag-aralan mo lang akong mahalin.
17. Wag kang maooffend ha, pero sa tingin ko, magnanakaw ang mga magulang mo. Ninakaw lahat ng bituin sa langit at inilagay sa mga mata mo.
18. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight, o gusto mong dumaan ulit ako?
19. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo? May sira ata relo ko. Pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humihinto ang oras ko.
20. Aanhin pa ang gravity, kung lagi lang akong mahuhulog sa iyo?
21. Mahilig ka ba magluto na pancit canton? Kasi pag kasama kita, feeling ko, "LUCKY ME."
22. Am i a bad shooter? Coz i keep on missing you.
23. Kung posporo ka at posporo din ako, eh di MATCH tayo.
24. Ibibili kita ng salbabida, kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko.
25. Kapag ako may tindahan, lahat ng tao bebentahan ko ng mura, sayo lang hindi, dahil sayo lang ako magmamahal.
26. Uy sabi ng doctor malala na daw ang sakit ko sa puso. Dalawa na lang daw ang option: either ICU or you see me.
27. Pwede ka bang makatabi pag may exam? Cause i feel perfect beside you.
28. May mapa ka ba diyan? Para alam ko ang daan papunta sa puso mo.
29. Excuse me! Miss alam mo ba yung kasabihan ng mga Pilipino?
"Aanhin pa ang damo, kung sayo pa lang may tama na ko."
30. Di ka ba nahihirapan sa sitwasyon natin? Hanggang friends na lang ba tayo?
31. Kung pumanaw man ang Selyang naging irog ni Balagtas, ngayon nakita ko na ang isang (name of girl), na magbibigay sa akin ng kasiyahan o kabiguaang aking inaasam asam, (name of girl) wag mo sanang palubugin ang araw sa tanghaling tapat, tumingin ka sa aking mata at sabihin mong hindi mo ako mahal, at habang buhay kitang lulubayan.
32. Pagod ka na noh? Maghapon ka na kasing tumatakbo sa isip ko.
33. Exam ka ba? Kasi gustong gusto na kitang i-take home eh.
34. Minamalat na nanaman puso ko. Paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo!
35. Uy papicture tayo para ma-develop tayo!
36. Can I take your picture? Coz i want to show Santa exactly what I want for Christmas!
37. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzles noh? Kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko binubuo mo na.
38. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar? single kasi ako!
39. Umutot ka ba? Kasi you blew me away!
40. Sana T na lang ako, para I'm always next to U.
41. Great person, ikaw yan. Great friend, ikaw rin yan. Great looks, sa'yo talaga yan. Great heart, sa'yo pa in yan. Great taste, sobra ka na. KAPE na yan.
42. Kahapon nasaktan ako nung makita ko siya, di na niya kasi ako kilala pero nung tinitigan ko siyang mabuti, na-realize ko di ko din pala sya kilala. Kaya naman pala.
43. Aanhin pa ang alak kung sa akin pa lang, tinatamaan na sila.
44. Siguro magaling kang mag-CPR kasi napatibok mo ulit ang puso ko!
45. Camera ka ba? Kasi you make me smile.
46. Noong minahal kita, talo mo pa ang traffic sa EDSA. I CANT MOVE ON!
47. You're like dandruff. I can't get you out of my head.
48. Eraser ka ba? Kasi binura mo ang masasamang ala-ala ko.
49. Pwede ba kitang maging driver? Para ikaw na magpatakbo ng buhay ko.
50. BOY: Is this seat taken? GIRL: NO, and so am I.
51. Is your dad a terrorist? Coz you're the BOMB baby!
52. Excuse me, alam mo ba kung anong oras na? Tumigil kasi ang mundo nang makita kita.
53. Nasaan ka kagabi? Wala ka kasi sa panaginip ko.
54. Nasa impyerno na ba ako? Coz you're so HOT!
55. Gusto ko nang mamatay, para makasama na ang anghel na tulad mo!
56. (Name of girl), sa dinadami ng babaeng dumaan sa buhay ko, ni isa wala pa akong minahal. Kung sakali ngayon pa lang, isang bagay lang ang ikinakatakot ko. Ang malamang mahal mo na ako pero may kapiling na akong iba.
57. Excuse me. Kung dederetchohin ko ba ang daan na ito, dederetcho ba ito sa puso mo?
58. Napaos na naman ako sa kakasigaw ng pangalan mo.
59. Uy, question? Can you recommend a good banker where I can make a deposit? Coz I'm planning to save all my love for you.
60. May free time ka ba? Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist. Magdala daw kasi ako ng kinababaliwan ko.
61. Oi bukas sisingilin na kita ng renta ha, kasi matagal ka ng nakatira sa puso ko.

tagolog pick-up lines

1.) Alarm clock ka ba? ginising mo kasi ang natutulog kong puso.

2.) Aanhin pa ang gravity? kung lagi akong nahuhulog sa'yo.

3.) Tok! tok! tok! Pwede ba akong pumasok sa buhay mo?

4.) Miss! langit na ba to? para ka kasing anghel.

5.) Redhorse ka ba? ang lakas kasi ng tama ko sayo eh

6.) Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard? type kasi kita eh

7.) Alam mo bang exam ako? kaya sagutin mo na ko


8.) Kung bola ka at ako ang player, masho-shoot ba kita? hindi! kasi lagi kitang namimiss

9.) Uy! papicture naman tayo oh? para madevelop tayo sa isa't isa.

10.) Surgeon ka ba? kasi ikaw lang ang nakapagbukas ng puso ko.

11.) Marimar, kaw ba yan? pwede ba akong maging sergio ng buhay mo?

12.) Miss may-ari ba ng Chocnut factory ang tatay mo? ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo.

13. Para kang yosi, ang hirap mo alisin sa buhay ko.

14.) May lason bang mga mata mo? nakakamatay kasi ang titig mo.

15.) Kailangan mo ba ng tutor? tuturuan kitang mahalin ako.

16.) Aanhin pa ang damo kung sayo pa lang may tama na ako.

17.) Magaling ka ba sa math? ikaw kasi ang sagot sa mga equation ng buhay ko.

18.) Hindi tayo tao. bagay tayo! bagay!

19.) Para kang Centrum. you make my life complete

20.) Doktor ka ba? kasi kaw lang ang makakagamot ng sugat sa puso ko.

21. )Pulis ba tatay mo? kasi nahuli mo ang puso ko.

22.) Electric Fan ka ba? kasi lagi umiikot ka sa isip ko.

23.) Geometry ba ang favorite subject moh?,kasi kahit anong angle,ang cute moh.

24.) Alam mo ba scientist ako?.kasi ikaw ang LAB ko.

25.) Ano ang height moh?,pano ka nagkasya sa puso ko?

26.) Ang galing muh cguro sa puzzles,kc umaga pa lang nabuo mo na araw ko.

27.) Bangin ka ba? nahuhulog kasi ako sau.

28.) I'm a bee..can u be my honey?

29.) Pagod ka na ba? kanina ka pa kasi tumatakbo sa isip ko.

30.) May license ka ba? co'z ur driving me crazy.

31.) Kuto ka ba? Di kasi kita maalis sa ulo ko eh.

32.) Pustiso ka ba? Kasi, I can't smile w/o you.

33.) Utot ka ba? Tahimik ka kase pero, ang lakas ng dating.

34.) May mapa k ba? Naliligaw kasi ako sa mga mata mo.


35.) Nido ka ba? Because you're my #1.

36.) Rexona ka ba? Because you won't let me down.

37.) SM ka ba? Because you got it all for me.

38.) Library Card ka ba? Because I'm checking you out.

39.) Nissin CUP noodles ka ba? Wala ka kasing CUPares eh! :))

40.) Kuya, nasaksak ka ba? Tinadtad ka kasi ng kagwapuhan eh! :))

41.) Ate, kailangan mo ba ng balde? Nag-uumapaw kasi kgndahan mo eh :))

42.) Miss, switch ka ba? Kasi you turn me ON. x)

try and try until you win

i tried so hard but i guess i gotta try harder... 'til i win LOTTO. (patience lyn2x patience)

Swertres tips,hearing...combination

Ever wanted to win in Swertres? Join our discussions now and get tips from fellow Swertres fanatics.

all i want is dslr

been 2 years nung simula ako maging interested in photography. and last year ko lang nagawa and mag enrol sa tutorials but until now di pa ako makabili dslr :(

hoping this year manalo na ako sa lotto para makabili na ako dslr all i want is SLR camera i love nikon d300 12MP nikon d90 and of course canon EOS rebel 15.1MP why? its good for beginners like me :)

badminton racket brands

top badminton brands Yonex, Wilson, Carlton, Yang-Yang, Black Knight, Pro-Kennex, Gosen, Prince. what i have right now is carlton still saving money for wilson i really love wilson...worth 8,000 to 10,000 god!

TANGA VS. MARTYR

ang MARTYR Lahat ginagawa nyan para sa mahal niya kahit alam na alam naman niya na niloloko lang sya nito, sila yung mga tipong pag nasa isip nila kailangan gawin nila yung isang bagay na yun para lang dun sa minamahal nila, sila din yung mga tapat magmahal at laging andyan para sa'yo (yung tipong pag sinaktan ka ng mahal mo, sila yung willing na tulungan kang hilumin yung sugat sa puso mo, sila ang aagapay sa'yo kahit tinabla ka na ng buong mundo, kahit pa ano ang naging trato mo sa kanila noon nandyan pa din yan kahit anong mangyare kahit basura na ang turing mo sa kanila andyan pa din yan MARTYR nga eh!)

ang TANGA gumagawa sila ng mga bagay na sa palagay nila ay magpapakita ng pagmamahal nila dun sa tao (SA KAHIT ANONG PARAAN) hindi nila tinitingnan kung tama pa ba o mali na yung mga pinag-gagagawa nila!! wellz, there's a thin line nga talaga between TANGA at MARTYR pero mas matindi ang mga TANGA sa palagay ko, kasi sila yung mga magpapakamatay pag nagsawa na yung mahal nila sa kanila, TANGA nga! Kasi habang buhay ka pa may pag-asa ka pa!! Move-on ka lang, pag nagpakamatay ka ng dahil lang sa taong hindi ka naman kayang mahalin ng totoo eh wala na talagang mangyayari sa'yo!! Malay mo pagsubok lang iyon sa buhay mo para mas maging matatag ka at para maging handa ka sa hinaharap mo dahil for sure mas marami ka pang makakasalamuha at marami ka pang mamahalin in the future tapos magpapakamatay ka lang?? eh talagang TANGA ka nga!


ang TANGA hindi alam ang ginagawa... hindi alam ang cause N' effect ng isang relationship... basta banat lang ng banat for the sake of doing something.

ang MARTYR sa terms ng love, alam ng niloloko sya pero okay lang na magbulagbulagan, as long as mahal na mahal nya yung person, lahat gagawin nya, martyr sya eh!! lahat kakayanin nya, all for the sake of LOVE.

Being a TANGA = ginagawa mo ang bagay na di na dapat gawin pero ginagawa mo pa din because yun ang gusto mo gawin.

Being a MARTYR = is yung ginagawa mo yung isang bagay for a reason kahit alam mong hirap na hirap ka na kasi nagmamahal ka ng 100% at wala ka nang itinira sa sarili mo.

Saka ang TANGA di nya napapansin na nagpapakatanga sya... ang MARTYR alam nyang katangahan pero tuloy pa din sya......

TANGA = WALANG GAMOT.

MARTYR = MAY LUNAS PERO MATAGAL NA GAMUTAN YAN.

HAPPY V-DAY 02-14-2010

its valentine's day!...i love this day even thou i dont have date... and even thou i have'nt experience my ideal date on v-day still i love it!

the atmospere were different ,its so inspiring to see flowers everywhere,letters, stuff toys chocolates and sweet couples on v-day.

every girls dream to a little sweet surprise on that day from someone.

fellow blogger hope you enjoy celebrating this special day.mwah!

same old same old (firing squad) but all smile :)

TAKE IT FROM ME

Kung di ka willing masaktan, habang nanliligaw pa lang siya e patigilin mo na. Kakambal ng pagmamahal ang sakit at sakripisyo. Mas maganda kung ienjoy mo muna ang buhay single. Mahirap na bumalik sa mundo ng single ng hindi ka injured.

* Isipin mo ang history ng manliligaw mo. Kung mabilis siya magpalit at magsawa noon, naku. Magisip ka na. Di tayo mga damit na kapag madumi na e magpapalit lang.

* Pwede ring itanong mo yung dahilan ng break up nila ng ex niya. Mas maganda kung alam mu ‘yung panig nilang dalawa. Malay mo nagsisinungaling yung isa, diba? Doon mo malalaman kung good boy talaga siya o hindi.

* Kung first ka man nya, siguraduhin mo na mature enough na siya para sa commitment. Hindi lang kasal ang bawal iluwa pag mainit, tandaan mo yan.

* Siguraduhin mo na nakapagmove on na talaga siya sa ex niya ha! Naku, wala akong masabi sa mga lalaking ganito.

* Wag na wag kang maniniwala sa mga sinasabi niya. Sabihin mo na ipakita niya by actions hindi sa mga mabulaklak na salita lamang.

* Hindi porke pinagkakagastusan ka niya ng pera at oras niya ngayon e mahal ka na niya. ULOL! Magisip ka nga, baka di mo alam ang pera at oras na masasayang mo kapag iniwan ka nyan.

* Di porke pinili ka niya ngayon e ikaw na talaga ang mahal niya. Siguro he just took you for granted kasi ayaw sa kanya nung mahal niya. (ouch)

* Wag kang magbibigay ng alam mong pagsisisihan mo lang. Wag mong ibigay ang mga bagay na di mo na mababawi kelanman. Wag mong ibigay lahat. In short, tikim tikim lang. (tama..)


* Kung nagiisip ka ng pwedeng iregalo sa kanya, tip ko sau e picture niyo. ‘Yung malaki ha, ‘yung hapi kaung dalawa, ‘yung PINAKAmaganda niyong pic ever para kapag naghiwalay kau at sa tuwing nakikita niya ‘yun e manghihinayang siya sayo na tipong masasabi niya sa sarili niya, “SAYANG! pinakawalan ko pa itong perfect girl na ito”

* Bumili ka ng katalinuhan. Oo, tanga ka pero wag mong abusuhin ang prebilehiyo ng pagiging tanga. Sayang naman ang paghihirap ng magulang mo kung magpapakatanga ka sa walang kwentang lalaki.

* Magimbak ka ng kahihiyan at awa sa sarili mo, kelangan ‘yun.

* Wag akuin ang di mo kasalanan. kapag nasanay siya, aabusuhin niya ‘yun. magmumukha kang kawawa. (eww parang ako)

* Lagi mong tandaan na kung mahal ka talaga niya, hindi kailanman sasagi sa isip niya na saktan ka. Kung tunay syang lalaki, may paki sya sa nararamdaman mo at sa relasyon niyo. (check!)

Sinong bitter? ;)

Bakit ka magpaparamdam sa taong hindi marunong makaramdam?
Wag kang magpakatanga sa taong hindi marunong magpahalaga.
Matuto kang sumuko at mang-iwan kung lagi ka namang sinasaktan.
Imbes na magtanong ka ng "Hindi pa ba sapat?" Bakit hindi mo na lang kalimutan ang lahat?
Kung alam mong binabale-wala ka na, tanggapin mong nagsasawa na siya.
Wag kang magpadala sa salitang sorry at ayokong mawala ka. Kung totoo yun, papatunayan nya.

HUMANAP KA NG PANGIT AT IBIGIN MO TUNAY

sabi ni ANDREW E. "humanap ka ng pangit at ibigin mo tunay" pero anak ng pitong tupa naghanap nga ako ng pangit nakuha parin ako lokohin!

CHEATING (lies) BOYFRIEND

this topic has to bring up some memories that had better been left buried somewhere

Okay so I am with this guy who has done everything to hurt me in the past and even until now.

my boyfriend cheated on me several times and most of them i just learned after some time through friends and events. i gave him all the chances he wanted but still, he kept on cheating on me until i came to this point in my life that im so tired and so exhausted (june 2009) dahil pagod narin ako kakaasa sa pag babago ng relationship at bogbog na bogbog narin puso ko.

kung kaya ko lang masulat lahat ng traumatic experience ko simula sa 8 months palang kami he was cheating on me hangang sa mga kasinungalingan ng naging longdistance kami hangang sa ngsama kami and i thought hangang doon na yun lahat ng kasinungalingan. Nung umalis cxa marami pa pala kasinungalingan. pagod na ako kakabigay ng chance pagod na ako kaka asa pagod na ako masaktan pagod na pagod na pagod na ako if he love me bakit kailangan ko pa masaktan? ok lang sana if he hurt me once pero yung paulit ulit ang hirap i-justify.


kahit nag eeffort na cxa ng bongga pinupuno na nya lahat ng pagkukulang before lahat ng mali tinatama na niya. yung sasabihin nya sayo honest na cxa yung di na nya gagawin lahat ng mali niya pero dahil sa ilang beses ko na yan narinig halos wala na ako mapaglagyan ng trust dahil puno na ito ng pain.

i miss the feeling na may minamahal at yung feeling na minamahal.

unhealthy relationship

trust and communication is important in long distance relationship

pero pano kung yung trust tinangal na nya sa akin and to stop communicating is the only way to save our relationship?

he always ask me bakit ba hindi na ako TALK ng TALK ng TALK sa phone.
actuly sinagot ko na tanong na ito before pero asual tinanong parin nya nahalata tuloy di cxa nakikinig hahaha.

ayaw ko magkwento kasi naman i know he's not that interested to listen my updates. ayaw ko magtanong una bakit may reason pa ba para maniwala sa sagot nya? pangalawa baka kasinungalingan lang isagot nya mas maganda hindi magtanong so that he wont tell lies. dahil naman sa akin nakakapag sinungaling cxa so i stop asking. sa conversation ako lang nman ang talk ng talk ng talk ngayon naka mute ako wala kami mapag usapan. labo noh? ito nalang kc natitira ko strategy if it wont work i have no regrets god knows ginawa ko lahat just to save this relationship. ;) (ok lang hindi naman ako yung nagkamali) =P

the pain is piercing me inside....

i have to run and hide because i want to fix my emotions.

once cheat always cheat

i dont belive on this...
people change when they want to... (take it from me) ;)
once you found your true love you wont look for another one and you cant afford to do things na alam mo pwede mawala mahal mo.

if your boyfriend/girlfriend cheat, it means he/she dont value your relationship and YOU.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I SAY "I LOVE YOU"

Learn to Let go of the thing that hurts you even if it makes you happy.
Don't wait for the day that you'll only feel pain and your joy has left you.
Dont wait for the day na wala kana maalala happy moments sa kanya kasi lahat ng maalala mo yung kasinungalungan ginawa niya.
Dont wait for the time na pagmaisip mo cya lagi kalang maiiyak hindi dahil sa miss mo cxa kundi dahil he's like a pain in your ass!
Dont wait for the time na pag na-ikwekwekwento mo cxa sa kaibigan mo wala ka makwento maganda tungkol sa kanya kundi yung lahat ng katarantaduhan ginawa nya.
Dont wait for the day na wala kana mapaglagyan ng TRUST and LOVE niya sa puso mo dahil sa puno na ito ng PAIN.
Dont wait for the time that you cant even say I LOVE YOU to the person who hurt you so much.

i still remember the day when he ask me if i miss him... but i just smile yung totoo eto dapat sagot ko (ehhh para ka nga nightmare na gusto i alis sa isip ko kasi everytime i think of you naiiyak ako dahil lahat ng maalala ko ay yung katarantaduhan ginawa mo!!! ni wala na ako maalala happy moments sayo)

is my boyfriend a chronic liar?

A chronic liar is someone who lies when there is no reason to lie – lying becomes a habitual response.

WOULD YOU STILL MARRY YOUR CHEATING BOYFRIEND???????????/

definetelly not. why i should keep him if he already cheating me?

I would not marry a cheating boyfriend, I would leave him for good because in my eyes there is nothing to justify him cheating on me. I would be so hurt and I wouldn't want to be hurt like that ever again, so it would be time for me to move on.

WOULD YOU STILL MARRY YOUR CHEATING BOYFRIEND???????????/

definetelly not. why i should keep him if he already cheating me?

I would not marry a cheating boyfriend, I would leave him for good because in my eyes there is nothing to justify him cheating on me. I would be so hurt and I wouldn't want to be hurt like that ever again, so it would be time for me to move on.

wala ako ginawa ngayun kundi panoorin lang video clip nina paul jake and girlfriend nya denise. nakakainlove at nakaka ingit makikita mo inlove talaga isat-isa. nakakaingit kasi konti nalang lalaki natitira sa mundo may ugali ganyan.

just thinking a lot... bakit kailangn ko maingit?

.... di ko pa ata nahahanap si mr. right guy

20 make - 80 break

LET ME GO...
AND SET ME FREE...

3 stages of your life

1st stage: you have time, you have energy but you dont have money
2nd stage: you have the energy you have money but you dont have time.
3rd stage: you have time you have money but you dont have energy.

PAANO MO BA TALAGA MALALAMAN KUNG INLAB KA NA??

Romantic love? Platonic love?? Naglalagab-love??

Ewan ko sa’yo!! let me tell you something… when you suddenly find yourself thinking of the ‘US’ word instead of the ‘me’ word, congrats!! Napana ka na ng ISTUPIDO na si KUPIDO…. ibig sabihin nawawala na ang pagiging makasarili mo kung ganun ka, KASI NAGSISIMULA KA NG MAG-ISIP HINDI PARA LANG SAYO KUNGDI PARA SA IBA NA DIN… when you suddenly find yourself thinking of weddings and white picket fences… when you suddenly imagine kids that look like your partner..why, you even give them names! like for real, JUNYOR, DAYUNYOR, BIK-BOK THE THIRD, ETC. hehehe…. it’s when the thought of your future without him/her in the picture makes you shiver with fear…. you know it’s love when you’re more concerned about your partner’s well being than your own… and as my happily married friend said, love is when you begin to appreciate your partner for the same reasons you dislike him/her.



FOR EXAMPLE…. ETO ANG MGA KADIRI AT SWEET NA Ehemplo!!

-Inlab ka na pag nagsisimula ka nang magtanong ng mga ganitong bagay…!!! di’ba?? parang tanga lang ah!! hahaha!!


-Alam mong in love ka na pag kahit na nasa CR ka eh mukha lang nya ang nakikita mo SA ISIP MO nyak!! “BAKIT MUKHA BA SYANG TAE?! O MAPANGHE BA SYA?? =)


-You’ll read his/her IM’S, texts, e-mails over and over again…


-PAG NAGIGING CORNY KA NA!!! KAHIT BRUSKONG BRUSKO KA!! HAHAHA!!



-Kahit na isang text lang.. kumpleto na araw mo! ngiti hanggang tenga.. alam mo yan!


-You’ll walk really really slow while you’re with him/her.. kahit IHING-IHI KA NA!! O kaya nag-aalboroto na ang tyan mo dahil sa kinain mong ITLOG NA MAALAT!!


-Parang kahit hate ka na ng buong mundo ayos lang.. basta wag lang sya..


-You’ll feel shy whenever you’re with him/her.. kahit NAPAKA-KAPAL NG PAGMUMUKHA MO!!


-Nagiging humble ka kahit sukdulan hanggang langit ang pagka-mayabang mo! na tipong halos kalahati ng pilipinas ay pag-aari mo… daw.. sabi mo!


-While thinking bout him/her.. your heart will beat faster and slower at the same time..
(sa HOT CHICK 'to! astig!)


-Sinasabi mo sa kanya na “goodbye” pero ang gusto mo naman talagang sabihin ay… “please stay”



-By listening to his/her voice..you’ll smile for no reason na parang tanga lang!! haha!



-While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you.. you can only see that person… kahit na malabo ang mga mata mo!!



-Feels like you’re in heaven yet you want to be with him/her kahit na he/she is from hell.. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!


-You’ll start listening to SLOW songs.



-He/She becomes all you think about, kahit hindi ka nakikinig ng mga kanta ni STEPHEN BISHOP at DAVID POMERANZ eh magsasayang ka ng oras sa internet para hanapin at ipini-print pa sa papel ang lyrics!!



-You’ll get high just by their smell… ano sya MARIJUANA?? COCAINE? ACID? KETAMINE? EKIS PINOY? SHABU? LSD? RUGBY? UTOT? SOLVENT? ECSTACY? X-TANO?? NGEE!! HAHAHAHA!! ADIK!! =)



-Sa kanya lang “umiikot” ang mundo mo kahit “hilong-hilo” ka na at kahit sa iba naman umiikot ang sa kanya.. aray!



-You’ll realize that you’re always smiling to yourself when you think about him/her.. hala ka!! sa MANDALUYONG na ang bagsak mo nyan!! Sa MENTAL na kayo magre-reunion nyan!!
(madami kasing nabaliw sa pag-ibig) AMININ!!



-Pinalalaya mo na sya kung talagang ayaw na nya.



-You’ll do anything for him/her…



-While reading this, there’s only ONE person on your mind the whole time. yiheee!! ANO TATAWA-TAWA KA NGAYON NOH?! BUKING…!!!!



-You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world, like for real!



-Kapag umutot nang malakas yung partner mo sa harap mo, tapos hindi ka na-offend o nandiri man lang at sa tingin mo eh cute pa yun. :p


-Kahit BAD BREATH sya ay hindi mo sa kanya sasabihin na mag-toothbrush ka nga!! Kahit SUKANG-SUKA ka na sa PAGPAPALITAN NYO NG LAWAY eh tuloy pa din ang TORRID KISSING nyo kahit gusto mo ng isigaw na…. “WAG KA NG MAGSALITA… UMUTOT KA NA LANG” HAHAHA!! YUCK!! KADIRI TU DET!!!


-Kapag tinanggap mo ang lahat ng imperfections nya. EXAMPLE: MAY BUHOK SA KILI-KILE ANG BABAENG MINAMAHAL MO.



-SOBRANG BILIS NG ORAS PARA SA’YO PAG MAGKASAMA KAYO na tipong gusto mong huminto yung oras pag kasama mo siya humaba lang ang pagsasama nyo sa mga oras na iyon.

- Pag bata ka pa kasi feel mo attracted ka na sa tao eh. sa iba naman crush is just plain attraction, after nun wala na. ayun, nagandahan lang or nagwapuhan yung iba, di’ba?? iba kasi pag love. you just can’t stop thinking about that person and as much as possible dapat kasama mo siya bawat minuto ng buhay mo.

to do nothing is the way to be nothing

summer is over!

schedule wasn't follow =(

im suppose to review civil code and crim law but i was too busy playing in facebook playing plants vs. zombie busy watching anime ... gimiks...movie marathon ... tekken PSX. =(i didn't notice im just wasting my time.

seems like im out of motivation.

lawyer is my dream since grade school but i guess this kind of attitude dont deserve to become a lawyer...

the truth

im not happy having him.

rest in peace

thinking a lot...
feel so exhausted...

in due time

there is a right time to ask...
there's a right time to know...
and a right time to decide...

sleepless nights...

time check! 2:56am

theme song sa worst year

Kung hindi ngayon ang panahon, na para sa iyo
Huwag maiinip, dahil ganyan ang buhay sa mundo
Huwag mawawalan ng pag-asa, darating din ang ligaya
Ang isipin mo'y may bukas pa,na mayroong saya


Kabigua'y hindi hadlang, upang tumakas ka
Huwag kang iiwas, pag-nabibigo
Dapat nga lumaban ka....



Ang kaylangan mo'y, tibay ng loob
Kung mayrong pag-subok man
Ang liwanag ay di magtatagal,
At muling mamamasdan
Iko't ng mundo, ay hindi laging pighati't kasawian
Ang pangarap mo ay makakamtam,
Basta't maghintay ka lamang

who view my profile?

stalk ng stalk...
nahahanap ng impormasyon...
ngayon na may nabasa di maganda...
(nabadtrip...)

sanctions: GABA

God gave better than what you want

i ask for strenght...
and god gave me difficulties to make me strong.
i ask for wisdom...
and god gave me problems to solve.
i ask for prosperity...
and god gave me brain and energy to work.
i ask for courage...
and god gave me danger to overcome.
i ask for love...
and god gave me trouble people to help.
i ask for favors...
and god gave me opportunities.
i receive nothing i wanted...
but i receive everything i needed. ;)

ohhh it could be so nice growing old with my HABIBI..............

I miss him badly
(nakita ko toh post sa definitely filipino group "facebook")

which?

malas ba ang maniwalasa swerte?
mali ba ang gumawa ng tama?
mahirap ba talaga maging mayaman?
nakakabobo ba ang pagiging matalino?