those who deserve our tears would'nt make us cry

Why must a tear fall?
Why is my heart broken?
why do you have to end this...?when in fact we both love each other.

when you broke up with me last feb 28 it feels like my heart is ripped in two and when i found out you already have a new girl just few days after from our break-up... it Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces.I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.


your so cruel! dont you know how much it hurts telling me in my face "lyn,end of road" while i was saying "i want you back!". the last time we talk i was crying and wishing to get back together, while you dont even remember the things we've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. and the hardest part is when your telling me you love me but you would'nt fight even jst a little to keep us together.

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me..Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd.I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart. I do not feel complete anymore,A part of me is missing.I wish we could be together. but know that it's just not possible. and I want you to know that I'll love you Forever.

i Ask my self why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.


This blog I had is for a special guy, whom I will never forget. .i wish you would not take back feb. 28 as your regretful day...the day when you broke my heart ...the day when you willingly let me slide your arms. hope you would not feel the astonishing pain of regrets.


I am now living with a broken heart....
if you think that you already stop hurting me after we broke up.Let me tell you... this heart would be broken forever and would never be healed. it will hunt me forever even if i find someone else :(

have you ever tried to sleep with a broken heart?

my heart would be broken forever
but it still function
like a brand new one ;)

blag...blag..blag...

"By the way… I agree you dont deserve such kind of man. Maybe his not that lame but his never been a good man… I hope he will value you more by being truthful to you not by just hiding in his childish ways

."


i happen to read blog post from a girl i used to hate before. im surprised and made me realized all those crazy things we've done before...surprise because i never thought she would spend time reading my blog and despite what happen before naawa parin siya sa situation ko. while im reading her blog tears were falling i dont know WHY..but this kind of words what i realy need so i could totaly move-on and wont feel regrets at all.


thank you girl...