Saturday, May 15, 2010

dear god....

listening to christian song....

"LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU"
-This song really enlightened me during time of trials...being broken and wasted
-after everything that I've been through oh lord....just knowing you're still beside me I'LL GO THROUGH IT ALL!! guide me always. love you always :))

"GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY"
-there a lot of things that hurt me in the past... but i realize that there's no easy way to get out of my miserable life but to hurt me that much... and I'm thankful i was able to survive and to see smile on my face again...thank you lord for saving me from my miserable life in the past.

"LEAD ME LORD"

"Comfort me through all the pain.That life may bring.There's no other hope.That I can lean upon.Lead me Lord Lead me all my life"


"Take my arms and let your hadn.Show me the way.Show the way to live inside your heart.All my days, all my life"

"You are my light.You're the lamb upon my feet.All the time my Lord.I need You there.You are my light I (just) cannot live alone.Let me stay.By Your guiding love.All through my life.Lead me Lord"

"Lead me Lord Even though at times.I'd rather go alone my way.Help me take the right direction.Take Your road Lead me Lord.And never leave my side"
-he really help me to get through all the pains and trials...he lead me the way having a brighter future ;)... the tragic that happen to my life was actually a blessing.



i never thought how blessed i am right now. god is good!

before i used to lived with a man whom i love...my everything...my life but at the same time who makes my life miserable . i even cried the time he make me slip away and i wasn't able to see advantages before...

now i know why it happen that way... god is good! he save me!... do you know the feeling na magaan? there was a saying:

"ang mabigat...gumagaan pagbinibitiwan..."

though i know that's the best way i should do before...but i didn't.

thank you so much...just realize all the good thing happen to me after being broken.

bitter no more... broken and wasted no more... friends w/ JECJEC... lot of thing happen na gumaan life ko...miserable life no more...etc.

GOD is GOOD!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

life is too short to stay sad and lonely...

i know i made a mistake...
i did'nt even give a damn explanation.

But everything was over! im starting a new life! new me!

comments i've read:
"--- sowi wa ak kreply ha m wa upod ha ira kay aram na tiupod gad unta kabaro ak may upod na iba wa ak dumayun nala musta ----?"



it hurts me so much reading those comments they even post it on my wall.
are they real friends? why do they act that way?
are'nt they happy that im back!

i even reply to their comments:
"i thought everything was OK? dont you know how much it hurts everytime i reject your phone calls! everytime i ignore your private message and i dont even give a single damn reply to your text message!"


"you should be thankful it was'nt happen to you! being broken and wasted! and all you have to do is to understand your friend!!!"



if im the main reason why dre hira nasipot... i'd rather forget those kind of friends...

they're just a hindrance to my happiness =(

kalagut gud!

thought it would be my stressful week...
thought of lossing everything...


glad to see smile on my face =D