Saturday, June 5, 2010

to do nothing is the way to be nothing

summer is over!

schedule wasn't follow =(

im suppose to review civil code and crim law but i was too busy playing in facebook playing plants vs. zombie busy watching anime ... gimiks...movie marathon ... tekken PSX. =(i didn't notice im just wasting my time.

seems like im out of motivation.

lawyer is my dream since grade school but i guess this kind of attitude dont deserve to become a lawyer...

Friday, June 4, 2010

if its meant to be, it will be

its not destiny that determines love, it is choice. our so -called destiny is a lie. relationship last long not because they're destined to last..

relationship last long because two brave people made a choice-to keep it, to fight for it and to work for it...

meanwhile other relationship fail not because they're destined to fail... they failed because one of the two or both made the choice to set each other free.

sometimes you need break-up so test if you're meant for each other. sometimes we need to get hurt to learn lesson.

i fight with all i can, i hold on too much, i choose to stay, i cry too much, and believe that there's still hope...

but im hoping for too much thats why i just have to let go because its hurting me.

hahays LYN-LYN GET TIRED...cause its not all the time that i hold on.

i never get tired of loving...but im tired of waiting when i know im just waiting for nothing.

its not that im giving up but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be. and sometimes you have to stop loving the most important person in your life not because the spark is gone, but because the person is unintentionally making you feel worthless no matter how much we like and care for a person, if we are uncertain of our position, there will be a point when the only thing certain is to give up

i just have to save my heart for someone that's worth fighting for

i would never expect i would never aasume and never demand just let it be. because if its meant to be it will happen the way things to be.

...but at the and of the road i ASK MY SELF why am i doing this? do i really love him? and i just realize i DONT love him anymore im doing this with

one simple reason NANHIHINAYANG LANG PALA AKO (grin)

"lyn2 forget about your investment and time wasted if thats the only reason" hehehehe

its time to stop holding on to the people i've lost and start turning to one i have right now

losing someone doesn't hurt you the most. seeing someone you love, loves someone else's hurt you the most.

its hard to forget someone whom youve imagined spending life forever with.but i need to let go a special person i used to keep,mainly because he also

need to find that someone i cant be anymore.

i have to move forward, all i can do is to accept that it happend learn from it and move on!

i have let go of the things that can no longer be fixed because if i pushed to try to put them back,things will only get worst. holding on is brave but

sometimes moving-on makes you even tougher

moving on isn't easy...but many people have done it, so i know i can do it

its time to stop holding on to the people i've lost and start turning to one i have right now

losing someone doesn't hurt you the most. seeing someone you love, loves someone else's hurt you the most.

its hard to forget someone whom youve imagined spending life forever with.but i need to let go a special person i used to keep,mainly because he also need to find that someone i cant be anymore.

i have to move forward, all i can do is to accept that it happend learn from it and move on!

i have let go of the things that can no longer be fixed because if i pushed to try to put them back,things will only get worst. holding on is brave but

sometimes moving-on makes you even tougher

moving on isn't easy...but many people have done it, so i know i can do it

in one single lie you ruin my life

why did it happen that way

because not all mistakes can be forgiven with a simple word "sorry"

i was upset not because you lied im upset because i cant trust you anymore

you never showed that you were scared of losing me.

you always treat me as your option,as your last choice you never treat me as you priority.

just because im here for you all the time,doesn't mean you can take me for granted

i get tired of hearing broken promises, saying sorry and all the hurtings.

so tired to be too possesive its the side-effect of loving too much and receiving too little.

you never learn to value the person who loves you so much.

tired of giving second chances...

how many second chance you need to start treating me right?


ITS TOO LATE TO ASK... (this blog is worthless crap!)

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

NOTHING

every time you ask what's wrong i only say "NOTHING"

because of privacy or personal space,
or maybe sometimes i really don't know what wrong,
or sometimes i don't want to make my feeling worse,
sometimes i don't want you to worry bout me (just concentrate your review),
sometimes its obvious its all about you,
or i just don't want to talk about it... but most reason why i say nothing

its because I'm tired hearing the lie "it'll be alright"