kiss of death

to die is what i want.

since grade school I've been wishing to meet the god of death.
and been wishing to die at a very young age i never wish to reach the age of 40 because I'm really bored of my existence in this world.

all my life I've spend a lot of time sitting on my chair hugging my knees that's why I'm really really BORED.

dont cry because its over, smile because it happened.

as i look back in the past i feel like I'm retard =D

i tie my heart to a person who has nothing to offer me except for the word SORRY.

i was hurt... tears were falling but it was just for a while i was able to get over and i see things were going better. feels like I'm prisoner and now i enjoy my freedom! free from heartaches.

i know if it didn't happen that way MY HEART WOULD BE BROKEN AGAIN AND AGAIN. i was mentally abused, emotionally abandoned and neglected. there was a point in my life i attempted to commit suicide but the moment I'm holding the rope there was a soft voice coming from my heart saying "IF YOU KILL YOURSELF ITS NOT LOVE" and i know it was god...

thank you god! and i wont stop saying thank you LORD! i know losing someone might hurt for a while but now i realize and see all the answers and reasons why it happen that way. thank you because i feel better and i was able to feel the true happiness.

when love is not enough

things happen cause we choose too.
there may be regrets but blaming is not an option.

but i always make sure that i would have no regrets in all the things i would do.

i admit that i hurt him in the past but i don't have regrets in hurting him because things wont happen this way if i didn't let him know what i feel and how it feels like. if i accept all those pains without letting him know that his hurting me too much because of fear of losing him its like I'm leaving on HELL. and i would be broken and wasted forever.

though it was not i intend to do. things happen more than what i expected.

i was hurt and suffer depression for more than a month. i got broken i got wasted but see I'm happy because I'm much better WITHOUT him ;)

and the most important i learn a lesson out from it ;)

irony of life

loving someone has never been wrong except kung alam mo may nasasaktan ka =D

you have no right "magpaka EMO" if it's you who made the choice to have break-up!

im not broken.im not an EMO, i hate being EMO i never been EMO...now lang (wink)

wealth vs. relationship

we always say "behind the success of a man is a woman"

this is my own version "in every success of a man,woman is the sacrifice"


ever heared jc tuiseco...after winning survivor philippines they broke up with his GF. PBB big 5 paul jake they also broke up and there are lots of untold story like this case in showbiz.some also happen if there's an oppurtunity going abroad

filipinos always dreamed going abroad for wealth for the future of there love ones. but this is also the reason why we have increasing broken family in Philippines. is it worthy?

the main reason going abroad is for the future for both of you but this is also the reason why you have to end things up.

and during the hardship in LDR they forget mostly their promises and sometimes chooses wealth over relationship.

ever heared this saying in dialect ika nga
"BISAN GUTOM BASTA HARANI KEYSA BUSOG NA HIRAYO"


in this new generation money is important to other people. but for me LOVE prevails

"FOR RICHER OR FOR POORER IN SICKNESS OR IN HEALTH"

daily dose

watching doraemon and naruto shippuden.

and atlast was able to download doraemon theme song

got new ringtone =P