if you notice i haven't email you for a month.
if you notice i haven't buzz you for a week.
if you notice i haven't texted you for a days.
if notice i dont answer your phone calls.
if you notice i change my # without notifying you.
its not because i dont care anymore...
ITS BECAUSE YOU PUSHED ME AWAY.
and if you notice i change the way i treat you...because you also change the way you treat me ;D
Thursday, May 27, 2010
lesson
a true soul mate is a person who can change your life.
a true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet.
but to live with a soul mate forever is too painful.
soul mate come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you. and then they leave.
but anyway i can manage to say "GOD THANK YOU"
note: never wish to meet your soul mate
a true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet.
but to live with a soul mate forever is too painful.
soul mate come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you. and then they leave.
but anyway i can manage to say "GOD THANK YOU"
note: never wish to meet your soul mate
letter i made last march
dear lyn2,
don't give up okay?
i know you've been hurt, i know how it feels.
believe me, I do. but the feeling will pass.
the tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself.
i promise you it will, so hold on and don't let go.
don't lose hope.
i promise you will find someone who will treat you the right way.
the way he never did.
someone who will never ever leave you the way he did.
he'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because i love you.
and i want you to be happy.
love and care,
LYN-LYN
don't give up okay?
i know you've been hurt, i know how it feels.
believe me, I do. but the feeling will pass.
the tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself.
i promise you it will, so hold on and don't let go.
don't lose hope.
i promise you will find someone who will treat you the right way.
the way he never did.
someone who will never ever leave you the way he did.
he'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because i love you.
and i want you to be happy.
love and care,
LYN-LYN
thats why they call me T-O-B-O-L
I'm a kind of girl who rarely express my true feelings.
who don't show how i love and care to a person.
I'm not a supportive lover who would always say "suportahan kita"
I'm not used to say "i agree with you" because i love arguments.
I'm not a sweet lover who would always say "i love you" and "i miss you"
i hate cuddling moments because if we are alone i love to show my abilities and techniques i learn thru watching wrestling hehe
I'm vain! don't you know the other side of me "bangaw" but i only show it to my love one :D
john Lloyd (not his true name) would always say... your not sweet, your a hardheaded person, stubborn, childish and he always say this word"aralagyamon" but still i love you.
at the early part of relationship i want to show my worst attitude so i would know if he really deserve my BEST.
that's the best way i would know if really love me. if he can handle my worst then he really deserve my best. he should love my worst first before loving my best.
time could tell when to show my good side (hmmm wait! do i have good side?) but im hoping if i show him my good side hope he wont take me for granted just like what happen before (worried) (nail biting)
but then again its not a guarantee that if he deserve your best then that is your Mr. right guy. why?
look at me! my experience was the best example =P
if you guys love him/her because of all the positive traits he/she show then you really don't love him/her.
you don’t have to be perfect to let somebody love you, the way you wanted
to be loved. Always remember showing your worst attitude is the most perfect way
to know if really love you. ;)
who don't show how i love and care to a person.
I'm not a supportive lover who would always say "suportahan kita"
I'm not used to say "i agree with you" because i love arguments.
I'm not a sweet lover who would always say "i love you" and "i miss you"
i hate cuddling moments because if we are alone i love to show my abilities and techniques i learn thru watching wrestling hehe
I'm vain! don't you know the other side of me "bangaw" but i only show it to my love one :D
john Lloyd (not his true name) would always say... your not sweet, your a hardheaded person, stubborn, childish and he always say this word"aralagyamon" but still i love you.
at the early part of relationship i want to show my worst attitude so i would know if he really deserve my BEST.
that's the best way i would know if really love me. if he can handle my worst then he really deserve my best. he should love my worst first before loving my best.
time could tell when to show my good side (hmmm wait! do i have good side?) but im hoping if i show him my good side hope he wont take me for granted just like what happen before (worried) (nail biting)
but then again its not a guarantee that if he deserve your best then that is your Mr. right guy. why?
look at me! my experience was the best example =P
if you guys love him/her because of all the positive traits he/she show then you really don't love him/her.
you don’t have to be perfect to let somebody love you, the way you wanted
to be loved. Always remember showing your worst attitude is the most perfect way
to know if really love you. ;)
supposed to do
it hurts to deal with a broken promise yet, we dont have the right to blame the person who made it.
because sometimes they really tried their best to keep it.
but when destiny comes in the way,no matter how hard they try they have no choice but to break it.
but if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it even thou DESTINY GIVES UP =(
because sometimes they really tried their best to keep it.
but when destiny comes in the way,no matter how hard they try they have no choice but to break it.
but if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it even thou DESTINY GIVES UP =(
life is so unfair...
why do i have to meet him if we're not meant for each other?
why do i have to meet a person when their purpose is just to hurt me?
why do some people hurt other feelings just to obtain their happiness?
why are they bless where in fact they're demons in human creature.
why do people leave when they know it could cause pain?
how i wish i could invent a system that would reformat my memory.
through this blog i know you readers would know the grudge I'm holding right now.
i really cursed the day when i meet him.
why do i have to meet a person when their purpose is just to hurt me?
why do some people hurt other feelings just to obtain their happiness?
why are they bless where in fact they're demons in human creature.
why do people leave when they know it could cause pain?
how i wish i could invent a system that would reformat my memory.
through this blog i know you readers would know the grudge I'm holding right now.
i really cursed the day when i meet him.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
limits of our fate
Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.
since then i don't believe in destiny... but i believe in chance and our relationship is a matter of choice. I'm just waiting for the right time but he made that day to be the right time.
if i enter a relationship i always look forward for the future but deep in my heart I'm asking for a sign.
i cant afford to waste my time again that's why I'm asking for a sign. this is not about assurance but this is all about the nightmare i never wish to happen again.
since then i don't believe in destiny... but i believe in chance and our relationship is a matter of choice. I'm just waiting for the right time but he made that day to be the right time.
if i enter a relationship i always look forward for the future but deep in my heart I'm asking for a sign.
i cant afford to waste my time again that's why I'm asking for a sign. this is not about assurance but this is all about the nightmare i never wish to happen again.
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