wish i cud turn back times

i made mistakes...dcision (n dre asya) now im sufering nk mga palpak n dcisions...
i know nobody wud understand me...coz nobody knows (sigh)...
kaya wasted...WASTED!!!! WASTED!!! WASTED!!!! yan yung 2008 ko WASTED!!!
wish i cud turn back times.... mas happy p unta ak yna with no regrets.
all i can do is to
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